will you erase me?

i vowed to myself that i'll never tell x. if it happens, he'll never know.

he doesn't deserve the truth. he doesn't deserve the truth.

i want to be able to let go of him. right now. i want to erase him in my life.

but a part of me thinks he should know. at least.
i mean, it's his life too, you know.
but can i tell him? will i be brave enough?

i guess not.