So, how does this work? How does life work? I feel like I’m going in circles. I feel like I’m going through hurdle after hurdle after hurdle after hurdle with no finish line in sight. No pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. No light at the end of the tunnel.
Everything is finally happening, but nothing makes sense. It doesn’t make sense. Life doesn’t.
It’s like… when you’re finally sure that you want something… when you’re finally sure that it’s what you want. Just what you need in your life. That one thing makes sense… the one thing you can’t live without… It slips further and further away from you.
It sucks. Big time. The one thing I can’t live without is the one thing I can’t have. At least, not the way I want it. And the one thing i can’t live with is the one thing I have. And the only way to have the one I can’t live without is to live with the one I can’t live with.
Life sucks. you can never get what you want. I just feel so empty. Like a big gaping hole. Like a traveler with nowhere to go. Lost and empty. and that’s me. that’s me.
Sometimes, life is just too much.
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