it's not you, it's me.

so I’ll just stop trying.

Maybe I should just stop trying. Stop trying to make sense of something that doesn’t. stop trying to understand things that aren’t. stop making excuses for lies thrown at me. Stop trying to catch up with things don’t want to be caught. Just stop trying.

And maybe, hopefully, I’ll learn to stop loving people who don’t want my love.

which i just recently realized, isn't really that good anyway.