i'm already there.

within and without
sooner or later the ending begins
just then it can be said that all things are new again
within and without
sooner or later every season ends
then forever it can be said that all things are new again.
~ the wallflowers
all things new again


until when does he think i’ll actually wait in the dark for answers?

how many more times does he think the invitations have to be turned down before i decide that it’s enough? that i have had enough?

does he think i still have a lot to give? does he think i still have a lot inside me? i am clinging on a thin rope. running on almost nothing.

i’m afraid…
i think…
i’m done here.
over.
and out.

finally.