i get it.

i get it. i get it. i get it.

i know what i should do. i know what’s good for me. i know i can do it. but i don’t want to. i just don’t want to.

but you leave me with no other option.

keep in mind that i don’t want to do this. i never wanted to do this. and i have done everything i can to avoid doing this. but i have to.

and God knows i will miss you. i will miss everything. but i cant keep missing you.

i don’t want to do this. but you force me to.