Saturday, December 30, 2006

lechon de leche


It j u s t doesn’t end, does it?

You know something’s definitely wrong when you find yourself staring at a pig being roasted and you would rather be the pig than be you.

Sometimes, you really just don’t know what life will throw at you. I thought, just a week away from 2007, what else could possibly happen this year? After everything… what the hell else could happen?

I’m so tired. I’m tired of all this. I’m tired of X. I’m tired… and I don’t know why I still haven’t given up. What for anyway? When will this end? How can two people still manage to break up after calling it quits almost a year ago?

Why can’t I just leave? Why can’t I just turn my back at all this? finally. For everyone’s sake. Really. I know what I should do. I just don’t want to do it. Yet. give me time.

And as for you, X… how can you be so stupid? Can’t you see that I will go to the ends of the world for you, you dumbass?

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

pre-holiday blues

there should be something here. i should have something... christmas is a few days away...

and i have nothing…